halloween really does suck...temptation in the air... ew...starting to hate choclate, which is totally different, since i used to absolutely love chocolate.
guess everythings changing
told mom im going to a party tonight, but i'm not
guess i just don't want her to think of me as such a loner...don't know why i lied.
but at the same time, if i'm becoming thin, and stop eating, i'll have to get used to saying lies, like if she asks that i ate, and i say i did? we'll all know that that's a lie.
but at the same time it also feels good, since in life eventually i'll have to tell a lie, and this is just practice.
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