it has surely been a while since i last blogged.

im not sure if i mentioned this, but i moved to the city.

it feels good to get on with my life, to not have to go with what other people do; i can have whatever i want for breakfast, lunch and dinner, and can eat whatever i want, without people bugging me; i can come and go whenever and wherever i want.

its good.

my mother is coming down to visit this weekend.

she's been texting me, and i think she wants to meet up.

the only thing is i absolutely DO NOT want to meet mary.

Im not sure if i mentioned this before in a previous post, but mary was my grandmother, before i denounced her of that title. Now she is not my grandmother, but just mary.

i hope i don't meet her. i hate her to the very core. Im not sure if i wrote down what happened between us back almost a year ago, but thank god i got out of there, even though at the time i didn't want to leave.

But, there is no way she will never be my grandmother again, not after what she accused me of.

Anyways, school is busy, i have a few tests, like midterms, next week.

my school is wednes to fri, one 3 1/2 hr class on wednes, two on thurs, and fri as well.

lovelovelove

~em