Drifter

I have come to the realization that I am a 'drifter'; to me, a 'drifter' is someone who just goes through life with no higher aim, someone like the character Julia Stiles plays in 'it's a guy thing', that person who just goes from one job to the next, and never really excels at anything.  They never go anywhere, just...'drift.'
For the past week, I've been busy trying to move all of my stuff form one apartment to another, an in-between all the commotion, I missed a school project due date, and failed it.
Knowing that I could've dine better, but failed because of someone else, makes me SO mad.  It pisses me off that soneome thinks that can walk all over me like that, and just walk away like nothing happened.  It makes me mad that I suffer for what they decided to do, and they suffer nothing.  I hope she dies a slow painful.....well, those words sound even harsher when being written down.  But I still wish she would suffer, like get what she deserves.  One thing for sure: I am NEVER living with a roommate EVER AGAIN!! Screw the roommate, i just hop she gets what she deserves.
And I'm happy that i live on my own now; that roommate smelled.

Love

~Em