Its weird, but i keep trying to think of how i could make those girls seem nicer, but i keep coming up blank.  It occurred to me last night, after the last post, that those two who rejected me, could have split up, so we were two groups of two, but they didn't.  And i hate them even more for it now.
this is a really weird post.  All i keep thinking is, if i was thinner they would have let me in their group, and that I will be better than them, they will be left in the dust.